Movie Anyone?

Just decided something at work today, asked my friend if she wanted to go see shrek on Friday, she said she'd look into when it was on, I said cool, I'll buy the tickets you can pay for the popcorn. Only seemed fair we did opposite the last time - Harry Potter :D that was fun film to see..

Living Life 2hrs at a time (Coming to a Cinema Near You)

Website

Hmm decided website needed some work.. oh wait no i didn't decided it was total amatuar Crap and deleted it... Nice Blank white index page now... that is all that is left.
Ah the weekend oh great..

Work...

Went in to work today like a bear with a sore head...
Me Gonna have to make big appology tomorrow..
Gonna blame the heat as it was too warm no matter what I do and felt dehydrated :-S

Thank God It's Over - Continued

Hmm okay let me clear a few things up need to do so anyway,
Someone who I disowned aka he's related by blood but that is all as far as I'm concerned... Hope that clears something up.. Enough said.. Want more details if you know me, send me a message you know the contact points..

The Meeting...

Hmm Went to sisters to resolve problem of "non-entity" who was at house (see previous entries).
My sister is stubborn as hell!! She wonders why mum didn't phone her to tell her he was around, etc, etc, saying "she's just looking out for herself and her reputation." Great eh.
Accusation & Counter Accusations flying around, great still no further forward.
Also went to fix scanner - it's not broken computer can't see it.. still can't see it. Great day. Really great. Oh well guess I'll just have to "upgrade" her machine a little :|
Oh What a Marvelous Day.
Mother was Worried when I got home wondering what was said, I lied a little said I had went to a mate who had called me.. She wasn't happy but tough

Thank God It's Over (Part 1)

Well it's over(ish). Someone is gone but there are still people to sort out and I've said I Will sort it out somehow......
This is gonna be fun...

D-Day

I knew this day might come, just hoped it never would....

Got in to work, ah nice day.. well apart from somethings being a little off due to other people being stupid but nothing new there eh... Driving home thinking of the fun weekend I'm gonna have cos my mate will be down all weekend and I can sit and relax, chill out and kick ass on-line all weekend...
but no almost home and my mobile rings... My sister, problem at home.. Don't go home come to her house... So I go and well get told someone whom I wish was dead (I don't wish people dead very often believe me) is in the what I consider my house, and I can't do **** all about it...
Weekend almost ruined - saved though cos I don't need to really leave my room :D

More Computers - Later

Hmmm dived into computer shop after work since i thought power supply for it was going, no they said try the processor in another board which I did and the same result - argh had to shell out for new processor / Heatsink & Fan as I needed it that day as they I do get a replacement CPU but not until it's been sent back to suppliers now... so there is 64 quid down the drain - well not really - just money I don't need to spend later when I get another system together lolz

Computers

Don't you just hate when something decides not to work, hmm my other pc is set to start up a specific time each day... yesterday it started but didn't start (i.e. power on but no-one at home) and I ain't got time to see to it as I got work.....
I come home from work - left it on cos I couldn't be bothered - power up and it start wierd, mind you been doing this for past few days :-S

Today it wouldn't start - went to work - came back still nothing, tried power supply - nope, video card nope - thought stuff it... I'll get back to it later...

The Party

Well it was erm how can we say, interesting... knew exactly 7 people at this party, there was like 60 or so there... I just sat down in a nice quiet spot at the back away from the main load of tables, sipped on my Irn Bru and kept quiet as much as possible, damn DJ played a few song or Dance Mixes of a few songs that hurt a little, but the almost killer blow came later, my ex sang her favourtite karoke song -> Roxette - It Must Have Been Love....
Some how I kept it together - if i had been drinking alcohol I would have been out of it... totally out of it...
I just wanted to leave but im a coward and didn't, im not as strong as I thought I was... I should have left but that would have left ???'s too many ???'s
Oh well at least i didn't have to step back into the shadows again...

Working...

God damn I was ask to work today, No way I said...
little or no notice so NO will be the answer to that one..

Me, My Mate & Harry......

Woo hoo been invited to go and see the new Harry Potter movie by my mate since her friend don't want to see it and I want to see it and we both don't want to look stupid by going seperatly to see it :> I like friends like that..

Party

Hmm I guess I'll be going on my own to the 21st I've been invited to, as mate can't make, they got something else more important on that weekend...
Hey Im cool with it, means more fun can be had maybe :>
but no "exit" route without look suspect.. oh well ;)

From The Shadows......

Hmm thought it was time to add a new entry... so here goes..
Ah Summer is here, more sunshine in my life :) and Im not just talking during the day ;)
I think I'm finally stepping from the shadows into the light, letting it touch me, soothe me, recharge me... no longer do I hide from the light..
ah it feels good :) maybe I should just hibernate :P or drink more fluids ;)
darn not being hydrated enough will send ya a little screwy :D only just finding that out... it explains a lot

Peace Out ... :)
*sending out a gentle bearhug to all who read this, the kind that warms from the inside out*

What a Day

Hmm Had to work today, I know everyone else off today and I had to work thank god for radio, Radio 1 to be precise they did a 10hr pick your own songs type show and it was a cracking good show apart from one glitch...
Why oh WHY would anyone in their right mind want "Spice Girls - Wannabe" played - full listing is available at the website just look for "10 hour takeover" or similar
I got to clean the house over the next few days ARGH I hate cleaning..

Films

Argh!! Darn it Can't watch any of them... DVD drive appears to be broken either that or the software has gone and died... Argh wasn't able to watch anything... and I won't until I can figure it out and get it fixed

Easter Weekend

Oh the joys of easter, hmm well maybe...
Lets see this year I've not got any easter eggs and not bought any not even from my nephew, mind you he'll get enough from other people..
I also got work the long weekend :| oh well at least it should be quiet at work - well maybe....
Hmm learned a new command today: End What If :)
I've stuck a whole load of them in the program that is my life...
Ah! much better...
Hmm the only things I now got worry about is watch Film to watch next

No More Alcohol.....

Though it was about time I stuck another entry into this online diary of my life (what there is of it).
Well I decided a few weeks ago that I wouldn't get anymore alchol like i normally do when Im not working the next day, so far so go, been almost a month.
Alcohol wasn't "doing anything" for me, wasn't helping me forget, was more like showing me the "darkness" Not a Good Idea at all.
I watched Donnie Darko the other week on DVD and I got it 1st time, got me thinking it did..... Life is what it is and nothing can change that even if you could change time other things you might not want to happen will happen... A Paradoxical Thought eh..

"The Darkness....."
Hmm why I still go back to all the point of my first true relationship, looking for things I could have done differently, things I should have done, things I shouldn't have (possibly), should have said, should never have said (words can hurt greater than any blade can). Think IF ONLY, but now it's too late for that.
Those who say "you'll get over it" or "go out and find someone new" have never felt the true pain of breaking up with someone you deeply love.
Im one of those people, I wear my heart on my sleeve, what can I say...
I show my emotions the full range, I cry, weep, sob, smile, laugh, giggle, glow with inner happiness, blush, grimice and all the other emotions you can feel... although the negitive ones don't get to rear there head that often, I try not to bear grudges etc..
There I've Said it.. Heartache takes Time but at least I can say "I feel"

Ponderance

Hmm well lets see it's Sunday, I didn't get up until Afternoon, Dang this cold... Mind you I suppose I am fighting it...
Hmm my mate was around the other day, dropped of a game called Tetris 4000, hmm intrestingly ADDICTIVE game, 2 games, many levels and difficulty settings also, you can put your own music in the background .......

Modems

How is this for stupid, my modem dies and I'll be able to get broadband at the end of the month.. Hmm oh well get a new modem in a few days when Im not working