My Birthday

Woo hoo My Birthday Wow...
30 yrs old, god life does drag sometimes

Ponderings

Hmm just worked out I've been with the same company for 3 1/2 year sheesh what a long time...
Darn it gonna be working 12hr/day all week - eep!
oh well time to get some sleep then ...

Lifeless

I have NO life what so ever, All I do is work, work, work..
All my friends are far enough away that it's difficult to organise a night out with them. Not that i go clubbing, etc, not my kinda thing at all..
Maybe that's why I lost the one thing i truly cared about...
Mind you I blow that one totally all on my own..
I don't think I will ever LOVE again, I don't know anything anymore.
I've even though of deleting my self.. I thought about all the ways I can but it take bravery to do that kind of thing and I'm not that brave, well I am but only in my own personal "space"
So thus I have no life, all i can do is move one foot in front of the other
Every day it's a case of plodding onward one step at a time.

Est Sularus oth Mithas

Randomesque Entry

Are the next 3 weeks are gonna be fun, fun, fun...?
Nope, Eek... Why! cos hmm let see from this tuesday to two weeks on wednesday I'll be working 12 shifts - 5 days a week, overtime galore thankfully
pattern: work, eat, sleep, work, eat,sleep....

Holidays

Oh The Joy, I've got all my holidays sorted out for the rest of the year...
Got 2 weeks booked off the end of October - what I'm gonna do with them is still in "planning"...

Confused ?!?

Is it possible to fall in love with someone?
I think, I don't know, maybe it's just my instinct to protect coming out
I don't know, I'm Confused!
And the rest at work don't help, always making remarks about the 2 of us, I don't think she's notice yet...
I was thinking of writing a letter, but I don't wanna ruin the friendship we have right now !!!

Evening Invite

Oh what a day, weddings are always such fun... the fun really begins after the meal has been eaten and all the extra guests (like yours truly) arrive...
Had loads of fun, the whole of the daystaff were there...
Good fun was had by all,even me and I wasn't drinkin'
I just Ache a little all over...

Back Online

Got Persuded by "online" on my pagers and in chat, cos I was missed :)
Well that was the point kinda.. besides it gave me breathing space...
On a Lighter and different note.. I'm going to a Evening Reception at the weekend - that will be a laugh (I don't think) everyone in the daystaff have been invited and I mean everyone and we're all going..

Not looking forward to it, but then again I'll be saved as my friend / colleague / part-time partner in crime is going as well, picking her up in fact.

Online Chat

Decided today that after lastnight and me vapourising my website (again)... I've had enough of the crap I get in there etc. If i wanted that heck i just need to step outside.
All my pagers is off-line until further notice... If they ever get switched on again that is...

Website

Hmm darkness and shadow are all that are left in my webspace.. it's gone, deleted, Unrecoverable

Thunderbirds

Hmm went to see this with my good friend :), great film, the highlight of my week.. That's right going to see a film is the highlight of my week.. Sad ain't it... oh well I don't got a life I only have work!

Holiday

Ah Nice Got a whole week off work to do stuff, maybe..
I might actually get around to doing some of it lol
Might go see a few movies that are at the cinema I don't know..

A Movie Giggle

Hmm went to see Shrek 2 with my friend - what a laugh, it don't matter if you ain't see the 1st one it still makes sense - laugh a minute in some parts
ah felt great for a while.. Hmm oh to live once in a while....

Movie Anyone?

Just decided something at work today, asked my friend if she wanted to go see shrek on Friday, she said she'd look into when it was on, I said cool, I'll buy the tickets you can pay for the popcorn. Only seemed fair we did opposite the last time - Harry Potter :D that was fun film to see..

Living Life 2hrs at a time (Coming to a Cinema Near You)

Website

Hmm decided website needed some work.. oh wait no i didn't decided it was total amatuar Crap and deleted it... Nice Blank white index page now... that is all that is left.
Ah the weekend oh great..

Work...

Went in to work today like a bear with a sore head...
Me Gonna have to make big appology tomorrow..
Gonna blame the heat as it was too warm no matter what I do and felt dehydrated :-S

Thank God It's Over - Continued

Hmm okay let me clear a few things up need to do so anyway,
Someone who I disowned aka he's related by blood but that is all as far as I'm concerned... Hope that clears something up.. Enough said.. Want more details if you know me, send me a message you know the contact points..

The Meeting...

Hmm Went to sisters to resolve problem of "non-entity" who was at house (see previous entries).
My sister is stubborn as hell!! She wonders why mum didn't phone her to tell her he was around, etc, etc, saying "she's just looking out for herself and her reputation." Great eh.
Accusation & Counter Accusations flying around, great still no further forward.
Also went to fix scanner - it's not broken computer can't see it.. still can't see it. Great day. Really great. Oh well guess I'll just have to "upgrade" her machine a little :|
Oh What a Marvelous Day.
Mother was Worried when I got home wondering what was said, I lied a little said I had went to a mate who had called me.. She wasn't happy but tough

Thank God It's Over (Part 1)

Well it's over(ish). Someone is gone but there are still people to sort out and I've said I Will sort it out somehow......
This is gonna be fun...

D-Day

I knew this day might come, just hoped it never would....

Got in to work, ah nice day.. well apart from somethings being a little off due to other people being stupid but nothing new there eh... Driving home thinking of the fun weekend I'm gonna have cos my mate will be down all weekend and I can sit and relax, chill out and kick ass on-line all weekend...
but no almost home and my mobile rings... My sister, problem at home.. Don't go home come to her house... So I go and well get told someone whom I wish was dead (I don't wish people dead very often believe me) is in the what I consider my house, and I can't do **** all about it...
Weekend almost ruined - saved though cos I don't need to really leave my room :D