Body Language & the Finality of it all

Hmm took me a while but erm dang I just realised Im totally crap at reading it... oh well just goes to show how much I suck at somethings...

Hmm only 2 more days at work then I'm off for a whole 3 days woo hoo....
Hmm Finality.. well maybe, maybe not...
Yes if you don't could a 21st B/day party in the middle of next year... lol

D-Day

Hmm well it went okay, I suppose... hmm
Was there for 90 minutes which is longer than had intended but it was good, kinda finalised things...
give her an "air kiss" goodbye, don't know why habit I suppose...
Some habits die hard...

Feels strange now...
Oh well there is always June to consider, her 21st... don't know if I wanna go right now, I think I will

Don't Ya Hate having to Tidy Up..

Well I decided tidy up today and found a whole load of paperwork that could be thrown out... Hmm tested my nice new xmas pressie out too, the Paper Shreader...
Works a treat too, only 24hrs to go until D-Day... I'll be fine...
Maybe

Xmas Working and 2 Days to D-Day

Hmm Gotta love working xmas day... nothing to do but move the cameras on the sites around... yawn for 12hrs but hey it passes the time...
Hmm got some nice presents: a couple of DVD's, hmm chocs, bottle of whiskey (erm not a single malt - must be from work :P), more chocs, hmm new electric toothbrush (hmm someone hinting at something) and erm a minishreader - DEFINATLY hinting at something... hmmm sitting here chillin' out with my mate listening to Morcheeba - Parts of the Process and drinking Tia Lusso over ice...

Happy Xnas Everyone :) and Thank you for keeping my sprits up :)
Oh Now on to the bad stuff... 2 days till I go and give someone her present.
Hmm this should be fun to handle. :-S

Hmm Day 5 at work..

Hmm nice quiet day at work, hmm yeah right...
Well it was...
Hmm oh well I can now look forward to lets see oh yeah a whole 2 days off
Im working Xmas day.. :-S
My Computer is acting up more than John Cleese doing a cheese commerial... lol

It's Been a While Since That Dark Day...

Hmm still feel lost, empty..
Strange it's been a while, almost a month.
Where does time go
Can I win her back who knows?
Can we ever get back together after whats gone before?
We'll see I still have a xmas present for her gonna give it to her after xmas..
That will be hard to do I think.
Hmm only 4 more days at work to go...
Dang Holiday cover
Oh well

Interesting Day

Hmm Got up,
gave my car an oil change, really simple to do but a little messy if you don't watch what yer doing... hmm
Went to See LOTR: TRK - 3hrs long but *jaw drops* *2 thumbs Up* rocking good film, can switch bits of me off that hurt and just be absorbed into the film..
There are one or 2 bits that had me crying I will admit that but not saying where cos I'm not gonna spoil the film
Oh Well Work tommorrow

Poetry

Hmm Wrote a poem today while at work...
It kinda sums up what and how and maybe why I feel the way I feel.
Answers some questions asks more... hmm intresting mind you my poetry always is.