My Birthday

Woo hoo My Birthday Wow...
30 yrs old, god life does drag sometimes

Ponderings

Hmm just worked out I've been with the same company for 3 1/2 year sheesh what a long time...
Darn it gonna be working 12hr/day all week - eep!
oh well time to get some sleep then ...

Lifeless

I have NO life what so ever, All I do is work, work, work..
All my friends are far enough away that it's difficult to organise a night out with them. Not that i go clubbing, etc, not my kinda thing at all..
Maybe that's why I lost the one thing i truly cared about...
Mind you I blow that one totally all on my own..
I don't think I will ever LOVE again, I don't know anything anymore.
I've even though of deleting my self.. I thought about all the ways I can but it take bravery to do that kind of thing and I'm not that brave, well I am but only in my own personal "space"
So thus I have no life, all i can do is move one foot in front of the other
Every day it's a case of plodding onward one step at a time.

Est Sularus oth Mithas

Randomesque Entry

Are the next 3 weeks are gonna be fun, fun, fun...?
Nope, Eek... Why! cos hmm let see from this tuesday to two weeks on wednesday I'll be working 12 shifts - 5 days a week, overtime galore thankfully
pattern: work, eat, sleep, work, eat,sleep....