The catch up thread

Okay I do apologize for not posting this past week but well I've been busy
I've had my aunt up for the week and I've sorry but I've probably updated people on Facebook more often...
Well Tuesday was mum's birthday, I won't tell you her age, just old will do..
I must admit she is getting worse, imagine your kid when they were oh 3-4-5-6 yr old and wanting attention more and more, this is what mum seems to be doing if she's not center of attention she'll do something nothing drastic just something so she's center of attention once more and well I thought I could go from, if you'll pardon the expression here, 0-bitch in 2.2 seconds, mum does it way faster and later on looks like nothing has happened, and probably wouldn't remember if asked.... No wonder my wonderful sisters, oh how I do really LOVE them honest, don't want to come near.
I mean there are ways of sighing, it's a long drawn out one and well it really gets on probably both my sisters nerves when they are on the phone...
I'm not making it up here but I do believe for week my aunt was here she actually got worse..
I mean take for example Sunday there, we'd just come back from shopping and I had already said to my sister I'd take the nephew bowling, now mother knows most if not ALL weekends at some point I take nephew out somewhere, I said to her where I was going, I named the town where my sister says, I say town more a village squished between 2 towns really, and she though I said Rosyth, now how she got that from what I said I've no Idea, I said no not Rosyth, and said the name again a little louder,
so your going to Barbara's then, I went Yeah, the reply was Well I hardly though you were going to Wendy's and started of a question, I went I'm going to take the nephew out, I mean it was Obvious what was going to be said, and I said that, well "BOOM" stack blown, from nice to nasty in 1.5 seconds flat, give or take, and she ranted on, I just let here, "... away you go and come back and get up for work in the morning and come back I'll be here...."
I switched to bitch mode and snapped right back with something she'd said to us, "You don't like it when we speak to you like that, so I don't like it when you do that" or something I was slightly MIFFED...
Oh away you go....
At which point the car key I had in my hand was thrown backwards bouncing off the door not far away, I went I won't bother...
Oh I, make me feel bad .....
In truth I was shaking with anger and I knew It wouldn't have been fair on anyone seeing me like that so I just had to "Zen" a little, I had something to do on my pc and did that and went away, I erm "LOST" at bowling totally, no focus at all.
I came back after dropping nephew off and well mum was in bed and was totally normal again like it never happened..
Her memory is shot, she claims to have pretty much a permanent headache..
Hopefully the Doctor's Appointment that's been arranged will sort this out, it's with the Doctor that don't take no crap, who I've yet to meet, I may suggest that he give me a call just to put his mind at ease that nothing is being made up ya know..

Time to go Zen some more,

Valistar Blood Elf Frost Mage from the Guild Ancient on Boulderfist Realm.
Fire and Ice are a dangerous combination didn't you know.

One Year today / Something new

It's exactly a year to the day, it's also Mothering Sunday here in the UK, so today is HARD..

I was going to make a new post but 2 posts in 1 day isn't something I do..
So I'll conjoin what else I have to say to here

I'm on Facebook, that is all.

Pause........

I think I must have put myself on pause today, yesterday was okay nephew made it to 11.
Today was a day for pausing and reflecting on stuff, why well today my dear dad would have been 76..
Yeah I did cry a little but that was only due to a friend telling me about a phone call they'd gotten which sucked..

Now it just getting tougher,
My Aunt is coming up in just over 2 weeks to "help" out,I have to pick her up so I'll be telling her to back off as much as possible not take over as mum needs to do stuff herself to actually exercise even just a little.

The joys..