Hmm that was nice

Hmm what a nice long sleep i had, must have needed it... well getting up at around 12:30pm isn't something i do often oh wait I do most weekends lol...
Well what do you expect, bed nice & warm, me nice and warm, room warm enough, etc...
Got up, watched "Man on Fire" good film darn good, could have redone the ending (won't say what it is so as not to spoil it) - Hmm it what you get when you hire an ex-CIA / FBI / you name it Spec Ops Kill machine to be a bodyguard...
Played a few more games with my clanmates, we all decided to have fun and changed our names so we'd still get the exp. points but no-one would realise we were all a squad.. That was fun then, we decided to do a load of Co-op maps, that was even more fun... boosted my stats on our own server no end...
Anyone need a Medic?
Well I'm gonna get going as it's erm "Early" sunday morning... Not gonna say how early..

Babysitting

Well I was supposed to be doing this tonight but something came up so I didn't :( oh well... So I went to play a match with my clan only for match to be erm canceled due to opposition not turning up due to there website going a bit pearshaped..
Oh well had fun anyway - Now to get some sleep as it's actually 1am Sat.

Delayed Entry from yesterday

Well part of this entry should have been put in yesterday but was too tired to post an entry. Well what do you expect having to go out to car at 5:45am start it up and start to clear snow of it, make sure everything is clear of snow, lights are clean etc.. keeping hands warm, turning heater on in car as well to help defrost the windows. The slow drive to work, so you don't wheel spin and end up in a ditch or into oncoming traffic.. Made it into work for a nice 12hr shift my colleague picked the right day to be off, boss phones in, he won't be in. So it was just me, the Boss's son and Company Tech manager, myself and the company secretary, in all day.. and I had nothing to do but watch snow in various places where we got cameras.. So i helped figure a new alarm system we got, works nice the highlight of the day, went home after 12hrs again slowly as it was clearish but was starting to freeze up, thankfully this morning was just about the same so cautious I was.. got to work 9hrs of bordem - not really much doing :( thank god i was able to leave at 4pm... Managed to get home lot faster as snow had been melting most of the day.. It however snowed on my colleagues down south - well serves them right for annoying me yesterday - I wished it on 'em worked too...
*yawns* Me going to sleep now... I'll post again when I feel like it

Snow

Well i woke up this morning to snow... not that I hadn't been expecting it but annoying none the less. had to clear car off this was after warming it all up.. drive very carefully into work and there is more snow predicted tomorrow :( nuts me got a 12hr shift tomorrow...

A prayer

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Shalom..

Result?

Well in a word, NO...
But I'm still happy we are still friends, which is the cool part
She doesn't have the same feelings for me as I do for her which is way cool, she didn't know how to tell me i kinda had to erm prompt her a little well kinda put it this way it was a interesting conversation.. Was fun almost wanted to go around the desk and kiss her just the once a nice friendly kiss on the check just to say my friend kinda thing, she loved the rose so, even although she did say I didn't need to do that - oh well old romantic me eh...
I happy, not sad...

I'm Optomistic

Hmm well when I finally got to the office this afternoon - started work on site somewhere attempting to fix something that beat 4 people.. darn it.. I think I may have the solution but it's not one that make sense..
Anyways, seen X appologied profusly for acting like as she put it "a 5 yr old" well I kinda did, just hoping the card (told her how I feel I hope) and the single red rose (which was in way on an appology) work and that she finally knows how I feel about her, just hope it's not too late... I'm optomistic which can possibly only mean one thing, it's about to got a bit pete tong *see earlier entry for what this means* and then go downhill from there.

All ****ed up..?

Hmm that's how I feel, all screwed up totally, i don't know what the heck I'm doing anymore... Emotions all over the place.
Am I meant to love again? Am I meant never to love again? I don't know..
I just know this right now I need a shoulder to cry on i think, trouble is
I always remember a quote about if they are worth it they won't make you cry or something I don't know brain doesn't want to work either now...
Now all I have to do is grovel on monday... the joys.

A day at the movies

Hmm well I got to see Ocean's 12 - good film, not going to say much more that that, it's good as good as the first, you have to figure out who is playing who... it's good, oh did I say it's really, really good :P..

Mission Failed?

I give up, I don't know maybe just maybe this god's way of telling me - don't bother attempting to find happiness - maybe it is..
No Film seen tonight, friend ill so she's visiting said friend fair enough.
Wonder why i got pissy with her - well the fact I'm was tired at the time didn't help...
Oh i give bloody well up. Okay god happy now..
*digs nice big hole and falls in to it*

God Damn it Ctnd

Hmm well now here is a newsflash...
How did someone get X's number, well apparently X send him a Text message
how did someone get mine, I think i sent him a ringtone from my phone.
Also how did he know it was from me: said X told him...
Inquired with X: no text sent & didn't tell him that it was me so don't know
gonna get him now thought.. War hath been declared...

God Damn it

swears*
Darn it mission impossible now I think
why, well erm I'll post exactly what I got sent (minus any names)
---- Begin Text Message ----
Thanks for the text. I hear your upset because X dose not fancy you as she would love me to service her all night long and not the 2 mins you would last........
----- End Text Message -----
I'm fecking mad
Reason: Well Twat boy here sent X a txt message about what she's like when she's had a few drinks. 1) How the **** did he get her number I'm the only 1 in the company apart from her that has it and neither of us have given it out
2) I replied earlier on her phone saying: Thats rich coming from the male equivalent of a slapper (which is what he is can't keep it still).. He's young and thinks he's gods gift and how did he figure it was me that sent it - nothing else was sent / said on phone about this...
I'll get him for this, now I don't know if I can say what I need to say and know she knows I mean it and ain't just saying it cos of this...
BASTARD!

One of those days, typical me ....

Well not a bad day, a really good day, felt GREAT once I woke up and that..
I was maybe a little too happy, i swear I was glowing, Almost got busted, I think I better tell someone soon or they is gonna figure me out and me is then BUSTED..
Well Mission is on, going to see Ocean's Tweleve on friday, a meal before hand with a friend of hers, who is also coming to see the film, so should be a good night all round just hope I don't bottle it, if I do I think I'll just give up..
I mean think about it 2 no goes, 1 denist and 1 crap films on, now I may just have a chance 3rd time lucky - mind you it's the friday before valentines day :-S oh dear could be good, could be bad oh well Tally Ho!!!

Decisions, Decisions...

Well I decided to leave the clan i joined last week, couldn't actually see the point of it, I wasn't getting any better, I was getting shoot to pieces making the clan look real BAD...
so I left, let them know I'd quit on the Forum for which they've deleted my ID by the looks of things, oh well time to log off, going to watch a dvd or something.

Saturdays

Hmm Argh I HATE working saturdays I remember how BORING they were...
12 hours of complete bordom well not quite I did find things to do, keeping an eye on all the sites, moving the cameras, making note of where the mobile patrol was keeping things up today in various places, photocopying stuff , drinking tea I needed it just a bit...
It was a fun enough day got it over and done with.
I then get home, put something on to eat, attempt to eat it and fail - darn I hate it when I feel hungry yet don't feel like eating what I've cooked dispite the fact it was lovely BBQ pork ribs :) I had half of them - not bad really...
Then I though I just have a few drinks while I catch up on stuff and play with my new clan members in Joint Operations - it's a great game mainly an online game but you can play it over a Lan - it's a must to have more than just you otherwise you tend to die a lot and I mean a LOT..
http://www.762sq.com/ < my Clan website :) they are good - also while not gaming I have my computer crunch numbers for my other clan / team as it were
http://www.free-dc.org/ < my Distributed Computing (DC) team :) I do the D2oL project - look up the forums and you'll see what I mean..

Fridays...

*yawn* *yawn*
I had an early start today after finishing late last night not a good combo...
Oh well let see what today brings..
What did it bring:
I did manage to get down to the site I was on, on wednesday and I ended up swapping back the router i had swapped out on wednesday so we could get connected to the remote site again. I need to find the manual and print out parts of it here at home so I can study it, looks simple but then again when is anything "simple"
I then went to the bosses house because he said he was having a problem with his broadband connection..
Thank god I updated a page on my site so it has links to adaware, spybot SnD and a geek website forum How to guide on removing spyware etc.
I got spybot & adaware, attempted to get rid of a "popup type" stopper - the uninstall had to be downloaded from it's website (not a good start) + bosses doesn't rememeber installing it.. I got adaware installed and updated, ran it, attempted to run spybot SnD at the same time to protect the system it Crashed out - a good indicator I was gonna hit problems
I did Adaware found 370 Critical level objects - I stopped it at this cleaned them up and the restarted it as it was getting late and I needed to get back to the office to pick up my car and go home.. I e-mailed the boss a step by step guide on how to get firefox browser - how to install the adblock for it and how to import the filter txt file i had sent. Also said any problems call me, he was last seen heading into cyberspace with a baseball bat to go swipe at things..

What a waste of a day...

I woke up this morning and though no I don't really wanna go into work today...
*yawn*... Well i thought I was going to be going and finishing off what I'd started yesterday as I hadn't had enough time to complete what I needed to do, routers are not simple things... I know the manual for the router I'm using exists and it's looks a good one but I wasn't going to print out all 148 pages of it - adobe pdf's are good when you got adobe installed on the machine, the machine doesn't have internet access so no way of getting it on. I then found it on the laptop I'd been using to access the router on the place I was at yesterday.. darn it oh well that's how I know how many pages it is..
Well I didn't get anywhere today as I really feel for my boss on days like this,
one of the drivers we have managed to put the one of our vans into a lamppost (real cleaver) he's fine but van has huge dent in it, we did have 3 vans at HQ now we have one, I think I said why the other wasn't there (see previous posts) now we are down to the one, darn it.
Best thing of it was the van this particular bunch of drivers drive had been swapped over and was up here to get fixed and it never got swapped back and the van they dented was in fact one for up here so the alarm fitter would always have a van kitted out how he needed it..
Back to square one.. hmm yawn and to top it off I'm working early tomorrow and working on saturday too (all day!)

Brain = Frazzled...

Ever have one of those days where you just wanna take a large wooden type object and beat a piece of equipment with it several times... That was today
who ever said routers are easy to configure was lying.. do you think I could get something to work from behind the router firewall - no... darn it fecking thing :|
changed router and instantly got what I had been looking for... only thing is didn't reconfigure it to allow me into the network from the outside - and I think i got to figure out if I can multi-ip the thing i think i can but can't find the freaking manual for it... oh well time to read and read and read google pages.....